I reckon it's society's influence.
Or maybe it's just my own fault that I can't succumb to envy/jealousy/insecurity.
But I don't understand how undisciplined & unmotivated I can be, so I really, need to, start.

On a lighter note, HP has always been love. I love Hermione Emma Watson but she is so skinny.
Having people who care, someone to talk to with ease & unpretensious, or just time to laugh it all ?
Still I'm elated that Ling & Sherms enjoyed their birthdays, those rushing of baking & all. Ah, worth it.


It's time, to brace up isn't it ?

Well I know I'm slow, very in fact. But maybe because the world is still of talk in the King of Pop's departure even after a mere few days makes me in disbelief that he's gone. I still don't feel that he's gone. And though I have to admit that I always thought Michael Jackson looks scary, with no offense at all, he is indeed talented. No, understated. I believe "legend" would not be too big of a word to describe him. I was never a huge fan of MJ, but watching snippets of his memorial twice in two nights on the television made me opened my eyes & heart for this man. He impacted so many people across nationalities, races or colours, a legend that was in name for him since childhood. The price to pay for not just fame, but the world following him, is harsh. But even a kid aged ten can idolise him.

His lyrics, I realised, are indeed impactful. I sadly sympathize with the cold hard fact of having to live in reclusion & the covered life of his children. But now I too respect him, and I can feel the world's condolences for him.The memorial left me being more appreciative & reminded me again how fragile life can be. I never felt so strongly in me with the phrase "Live life to the fullest". The thought of what if I am going to die in month's time (or even lesser) felt so real for that few seconds. You definitely deserve the world in silence for you. And very true enough, you can never be duplicated, nor forgotten. I believe. Rest in peace King of Pop.


Small but I feel to make a difference.
Start it,

Rico, you won't be reading this but I'm really sorry I'll do my best to get your programs back. Even if I can only get a few back.
Sorry ):

Think, think, think. Think Peh.
Talk about beauty. Natural beauty.
I'll write soon.

Come on Sarah. Come on, breathe.